Happy Halloween everyone. It's been a while that I've wrote something. Just wanna release my feelings. Oh and Kevin "Kay" Lee, this one's for you.

Watching him from a far as he seriously read his book put a small smile on my face. How his bangs fall from his eyes, his hazel eyes casually reading the words which I knew that he had known so many words just by reading so many books. The way he lift his hand to turn the page. The way he sighs and made me think he didn't like the situation of the book that he's reading. The way he smiles wryly on the part that he is reading that made it interesting or maybe it was a romantic scene and the way he grew serious...again.

Looking at him right now I couldn't explain why a part of me has such an effect on him. Well no romantic feelings involve but I just don't know why, couldn't explain why, and I don't understand why. I don't know...it's just that...there is something in him that made me draw towards him.

"I'm gonna melt if you gonna stare at me for another hour", he began as he turn another page of the book.

"Eh? Ehhhh?" I heard him smirking as I added, "You exaggerate too much". He smirk again as he put the bookmark on the book on where he stopped reading and looked at me with that grin on his face. "I-I told you not to do that..."

"Do what?" he said with that innocent look on his face but still grinning. "I didn't do anything, you know". Frustrated, I glanced back down on what I was writing and muttered, "I know". I heard him opening his book again as he continued reading and I sighed. A long time ago, I didn't want to let him go.

Hold on a minute. Hell and damnation! What the hell! What am I thinking all of a sudden? I carefully looked at his profile again as he continue reading his book. Yes, a long time ago I really didn't want to let him go. But he didn't feel the same way anymore, I thought as I continue to write on something. I thought once upon a time he felt the same way too and the sun, moon, and stars made our Earth collide.

"You are thinking too much", he said while reading his book.

"I'm writing something, that's all". He glanced from his book, his brow raised to what I said.

"Another fanfic again?"

"No...just something", I said with a smile and continue to write down the things that I've realized towards him. These are some of the things why I kinda like this guy in a way that I guess I kinda deny too.

1. I feel comfortable when I'm with him=I really don't know how he does it. He makes me want to say things that I rather want to keep to myself. He doesn't force me to say things I don't want to say but in the end I do tell him either way.

2. He's kind and gentle, like what every girl would fall for in a man and I think it's just his personality being kind and gentle that way. And you know girls like it when a man is a gentleman. They just couldn't resist.

3. It's how he makes me laugh and how he makes me smile in a way that sometimes he doesn't know. There are times that I'm down and the timing is that it's him that can makes me smile or he would say something that is funny, for me, and end up laughing.

4. I love his shyness. It's something that I found cute in him. How the girls adore him and how he finds it frustrating and how I loved to tease him about it and it ends up with him looking at me with a weird expression on his face telling me, "I don't want to be bothered by a nasty fan club", etc, etc. Oh dear, why doesn't he realize that he's an eye candy and not an eye sore, really?

I laughed when I wrote the fourth part and I earned a very weird glance from him as he said, "You're acting so strange. What are you writing, really?"

"N-Nothing. Just continue what you're reading", I said as I'm suppressing my giggles and continued to write.

5. And last but not the least it's the way he makes me feel: that I'm happy that I'm friends with him, I'm happy I get to share some memories with him and even though he wreak havoc in my..uh...brain and cardiovascular system, sometimes, I really don't mind. Somehow I always knew there's something in him that is different.

"Aha! Let me see that!" I heard a voice from behind me. I didn't even noticed that he was already at my back and he already got my paper.

"Now wait a second! Don't read that yet!" and we ended up chasing inside the room and ended up laughing as I chased after my paper.

End.